HOW THE FUCK DO YOU BLOCK FEELINGS LIKE FUCK BRUH
Cigarettes didn’t phase me, cuts didn’t scare me, drugs didn’t need me but god I went an hour without you and I finally realized what addiction was like
Anonymous asked: Being in such emotional pain over somebody is terrible. It always feels like it's never gonna get better and your heart will remain broken, but it will get better. I'm not saying it's easy, but time heals. You seem like a wonderful person and I hope you find someone who makes you feel loved again.
I know time heals pain, this isn’t my first relationship. Its not the reason why I’m broken either.
Anonymous asked: Why don't you just unfollow him ?
You don’t think I already did that? I don’t need to follow him to look at his blog. I have 178 fucking messages from him in my inbox that my phone doesn’t want to fucking delete.
I’m happy to know you’re not broken like you once were. That you can love yourself and be happy alone. Because I’m sure as hell still broken and ill never love myself….
I need to delete tumblr. I don’t want to, but I don’t want to forever know your business. I can’t help but look at your page and I regret it everytime. To know you feel about someone, the way you once felt for me, tears me apart. I wasn’t as special as I thought I was I guess. Maybe I’m just an idiot who believed every lie you told me….whatever.